love.live.let go

do you ever get the feeling that life passes you by?that everything else is moving forward except you?that life is changing within a blink of an eye and yet you are still where you are years ago?I DO…i was looking back at my friends old pictures and all other memories from the past and i had this realization…that I’ve been putting my life on hold and not enjoying the life GOD has given me…I’ve seen my old friends happy with a good job, and a happy family with nice wedding and relationship filled with love and flowers and chocolates etc..etc.., nice house, fun trips around the world and healthy babies.. and i felt like right now, i don’t have none of those things..i miss those days where all i care about is getting good grades from school and having fun with my friends..when money isnt everything…when life is less complicated…ive taken my life way too seriously that i forgot how to let loose and just be me..just the normal me..i miss the spontaneous side of me..the creative side of me…the less stressful me…the healthy me..the more romantic me…the fun me…the driven and responsible me…i miss that person…i had so many expectations from life and from the people around me that i forgot what God is expecting of me..i lived a life full of regrets and disappointments…i wish life can be simple as a walk in the beach..a romantic movie, flowers everyday, a more fit and sexy body, a nice job and a savings account..good living and a secure future…all those things are ideal but doesnt happen to everyone right? 

i have a lot to be thankful for..a family and friends that supports and loves me.. jobs (2 actually), a partner in love and in crime (lol) whom i wish to be more romantic, fun and spontaneous, and lastly my LIFE that god has give me…so why do i feel like there’s something is still missing?that life has something more to offer?that i have a purpose?

wordsandlyrics:

1. True wisdom and insight is always free.
2. Give your power over to no one.
3. Going into the unknown is how you expand what is known.
4. Get a library card.
5. Spend more time around people that both challenge and respect you.
6. Remain skeptical forever.
7. Fight for what matters.
8. There is a method that works. Find it.
9. Join a movement.
10. Drink your coffee black.
11. Never let anyone photoshop a picture of you. It creates a false sense of self-confidence.
12. Read more. Especially things you disagree with.
13. Get used to feeling stupid. It’s a sign of growth.
14. It’s easy for people to talk a good game, so watch how they behave instead.
15. Learn something from everyone.
16. Find things that inspire you and pursue them, even if there’s no money in it.
17. Starve if you have to, for as long as you need to.
18. Survive on a little just to prove you can do it.
19. Get one big success at an early age. It’ll help build your confidence for bigger things.
20. Do what you say you’ll do. No one is reliable anymore.
21. Be comfortable with abandonment, even of parts of your identity.
22. Learn a new language.
23. Eat more protein.
24. Keep people around you that will tell you the truth.
25. Genius gets you nowhere. Execution is everything.
26. If given the choice of equity or cash, always take cash.
27. Meet new people as often as possible. Offer to help them.
28. Don’t discriminate. Connect anyone in your network to anyone else.
29. If you can’t do a pull-up, you have a problem.
30. Nobody likes a know-it-all.

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(Source: excellentnocomment)